i like got my eye done finally on wednesday last
now my mom saw it and is bitching like wooh
so i just venting here
she is like what if it hooks on something
that will destroy my face
fuck i am ugly anyway
i feel like taking my blade and just cutting it out
see what she will say
god i need a foffie
mabey i should stop skating
cuz i can fall and lose teeth or face
shit
or i should stop rugby
once u know the game i dont have to explain
or i should stop swiming
i might catch a cramp
and die
fuck
mabey she should tell me somthing about stoping cutting
cuz fuck I AM HURTING MYSELF there
i just did not listen to her cuz i will have gotten alot more pissed
she just wants it out, and nothing i can say will change that

mabey i should listen to her and do it in my own house
anyone looking for a appartment buddy
depending on who it is i might actually do it
i fucking know how to do enough crap
i have no problem droping out of school full time
and going part time.

fuck i hate my life never a moments quiet
i am going to smoke
i feel like crap still but no one will read this ne way
so it really doesnt matter what i say
cuz no one cares